I started my blog…and then I stopped my blog…
I’ve wanted to have this blog for a very long time, and just when I finally had it up and running, it ended. I ask myself why, and I really don’t have one good answer. I guess there are lots of cumulative reasons that lead to it going on the back burner.
First I’d say, it’s 2020. This year has been a real shit show for most people. I try to keep what I write clean…but there’s no other description that fits 2020 other then shit show. I know I’m not alone when I say this year has been a struggle.
My first symptoms started on March 16th, I had various active symptoms for the next 6/7 weeks. It was sometime during that timeframe that we finally admitted to ourselves that we were actually suffering from Covid (both my husband and myself), as I was initially in denial. But we had all the classic symptoms. No other virus out there before, would you have suffered with a fever for 16 days straight! Following that, I had post viral fatigue until mid-July when I finally pushed through. Finally, at the end of November, I was also diagnosed with post viral infection as I’ve been dealing with swollen glands and lymph nodes in my neck and elevated blood pressure ever since my initial Covid infection. I’m working hard to flush my body of that now. Praying I’ll get there soon!
No, Covid did not affect work and our business directly, and for that we are so grateful. But yes, it affected work and our business indirectly, which has made for a very challenging year.
Not to mention all the stressful political division and unrest that’s happened in our country this year. Never thought I’d live to see the day! It’s just shameful that people can’t even have civil discussions about this anymore. That’s all I have to say on that.
I’ve lost 6 relatives this year, and 3 family friends, a total of 9 people! Amazingly, not one of them was from Covid, however Covid definitely affected how they were all put to their final rest, very sadly some of them couldn’t even have a funeral.
My in-laws health took a drastic decline during this past year. My father in-law had a massive stroke in August, at first we weren’t sure he’d survive it. He did, thankfully. But unfortunately, he has complete paralysis on his left side that he’s had little recovery from. We desperately tried to keep him from having to go to the nursing home, but sadly that was the end result. We haven’t been able to see him in person except through his window since September. He was the main caregiver for my mother in-law who’s health started declining just prior to. He was taking care of so much, that we did not realize how bad things had become for her, until we had to take over for Dad. It’s a difficult thing to watch your husband and his siblings try to navigate these unchartered issues that they were not prepared for.
Although we missed celebrating most of our birthdays and Easter this year (I was really looking forward to mine, because it had that rare occasion of actually falling on Easter Sunday) because they all happened during the timeframe that we were actually sick with Covid, we did get to celebrate some other wonderful occasions though. We celebrated the July 4th holiday weekend and our daughter’s engagement. We also celebrated our Granddaughter’s first birthday on Halloween. What a joy it’s been watching her grow this year! We certainly do love her so much and we can’t hardly remember what it was like to not have her in our world!
Our lives are still crazy busy. We’re helping our daughter plan her wedding for next year. Helping them get some projects done at their new house. Trying to keep our business afloat. I have so many personal projects and goals I’ve set for myself to start working on, one of them being this blog.
One big lesson from this year. Try to live and enjoy the every day moments…be present in the moments! Try harder to shut off the distractions. Be grateful for the moments. These moments are your life, don’t wait for the future to celebrate your moments.
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